srry for the long time without updating!
 
We do act retarded and dance around like
we have to pee and yes, we brake into
random song and talk like we're mentally
challenged. But that's just who we are.*
As she sits in the car and watches all the other cars pass her by, she turns up her headphones louder so she doesn't have to hear the rest of the world around her.*
 
make mistakes. I have regrets. I hate being alone. I can't go a day without spilling something on myself. I hate school. I never call anyone back. I don't like being wrong. I’m a huge procrastinator. I act a lot smarter than I actually am. I hate being ignored. I cry. I’m shy. I can't start a conversation with anyone. I have enemies. I can't sing. I have horrible balance. I laugh way to loud. I can't look anyone in the eye. Many things just seem to get to me.
iM NOT PERFECT .*
0H.. DiD i MENTi0N -
when i see you..
iT STiNGS LiKE HELL.
due t0 the fact that we
c0uld have s0mething
that will --
NEVER HAPPEN </3
 
"You know the world is going crazy when the best rapper is a white guy, the best golfer is a black guy, the tallest guy in the NBA is Chinese, the Swiss hold the America's Cup, France is accusing the U.S. of arrogance, Germany doesn't want to go to war, and the three most powerful men in America are named 'Bush', 'Dick', and 'Colon.' Need I say more?" -Chris Rock
This is for the girls who have left sad song lyrics in their away messages, who have tried to make someone understand through a subliminally appealing profile, who have time and time again dropped their male friend hint after hint after hint only to watch him chase after the next blonde thing in a skirt.
 
meant to be --
mickey & minnie.
barbie & ken.
romeo & juliet.
cookies & milk.
me & you
i dont want to look
i want someone to find me
`+ Laguna Beach <3
 
LETS WRITE A STORY.
first, there was this girl.
and she REAllY liked this boy.
okay now you finish<3
Yeah, I talk to other guys
I laugh with other guys
&& I hug other guys
But none of them
will ever mean as much
To me as you do
 
and to spend the summer
nights with you is all I would
ever want
WHAT I LEARNED; To not be a good friend, because no one appreciates it. To not tell the truth, because no one believes it anyways. To not apologize, apparently people don`t accept them anymore.
 
summer ;; where the days all run into each other, the nights belong to lust && lovers, and everyday is a saturday night <3
& yet she still sits there smiling;;
regardless of all the fake friends
&& the dreams that were broken.
regardless of the guys she loved
&& the hearts that were broken.
 
Love is one of those things
that no matter how hard you try,
you cant find the words to decribe
how you feel inside x3
I used to care a lot about what people thought of me
then I learned I definitely cant please everyone.
Some people will like me,
and some people will hate me,
but I dont really care either way.
-*Laguna Beach
 
highschool can tear us apart. hurt us, destroy us even. but theres one thing ive learned so far. & it wasn't in math or english. it was that except for my girls, i dont need anything else. because without them i would be lost. because no matter how many broken hearts, messed up fights, drugs, alcohol. because no matter how messed up my family was, or what my grades were in school. or how many stupid decisions i made, they were there & that's what really counts. thats probably the single most important thing i've learned because they changed my life
When I don't see you in the h a l l s,
for those few minutes in between classes ..
it bums me out going to my next class because,
those few minutes between class are,
the best moments of my whole day.
 
Note to self :
when you like him...and he knows it
he`ll drive you crazy because he knows he can
everything is finally working out for everyone,
everyone is getting who they want & everything they want.
i`m extremely happy for them because they all deserve it,
but i can`t help but to wonder why it can`t happen to me..
 
He makes me smile without even trying.
If I said I didn't feel something for him,
I'd be a liar.
I knew somehow that every step i've taken
since the moment i learned how to walk,
was a step towards finding you <3
 
Eventually you'll meet someone right for you. And whether you share a minute, a month, or a lifetime with them is uncertain. But the fact that you found that person, even if for a moment, means more than the lifespan life allows you to have with them
NEVER doubt that i love you ;;
i need you more than you know.. i
wish i could hold you forever & never
let go. You prove it more everyday
that we were meant to be.. So believe
me when i say you're the one for me<33.
 
Don't tell me who I am; because
unless I write all my thoughts down
on a piece of paper and hand it to
you, you don't even know half my life.
i could be in the absolute worst mood
ever & not want to talk to anyone.. but boy,
do my feelings change when i see your
b e a u t i f u l f a c e <3
 
i can't stop thinking about him and the
truth is, I don't want to stop thinking about
him because when I do, I'm actually happy.
everybody thinks that everybody knows
about everybody else. but nobody knows
anything about themselves. because
they're all worried about everybody else.
 
I stay single because the perfect
guys are few. I'm smiling at many
but you know I'm waiting for you.
isnt it amazing how you can keep
so much bottled up inside of you,
& you can just walk around &
nobody has any idea.. | 
